So here I am, two months (give or take) since my last post. I’ve moved into an apartment, and I must say having my own place rocks. I am still looking for a full time job. I am getting married in 16 days.
The change continues, and in the midst of it I am learning. I am learning about my self and about God. I have been flabbergasted at how difficult it is to trust that He will provide me with the job I need. As I browse job boards, fill out applications, and go to interviews I have been struck by the amount of worrying I do. To quote Star Wars, “My lack of faith is disturbing.” God and I are working through that, but it is a challenge.
So life goes on. The whole financial thing aside I’ve discovered that being unemployed isn’t nearly as fun as I thought it would be. It is actually quite boring. I manage to fill my days, but (and I can’t believe I’m saying this) I really look forward to having a full time job again. I’m sure once I have a job in about three weeks I’ll be griping that I need a vacation. Such is life.
I’ve been praying for you daily….quite blindly, really….not knowing too many details….so, thank you for filling me (and everyone) in on what is happening in your heart and life! What an adventure!!! Love you…. oh, and if you need help from this old lady in any way….music, flowers, make-up, parking, greeting, money!!! ….please!!! give me a quick call and I would love to help!!! If not… I will just watch and weep!!! Give your girl a hug for me, too!!
I admit, I haven’t been planning on using any make-up or flowers. I’ll pass it all on to Ashley though. Thank you for your prayers.