So here I am, two months (give or take) since my last post. I’ve moved into an apartment, and I must say having my own place rocks. I am still looking for a full time job. I am getting married in 16 days.
The change continues, and in the midst of it I am learning. I am learning about my self and about God. I have been flabbergasted at how difficult it is to trust that He will provide me with the job I need. As I browse job boards, fill out applications, and go to interviews I have been struck by the amount of worrying I do. To quote Star Wars, “My lack of faith is disturbing.” God and I are working through that, but it is a challenge.
So life goes on. The whole financial thing aside I’ve discovered that being unemployed isn’t nearly as fun as I thought it would be. It is actually quite boring. I manage to fill my days, but (and I can’t believe I’m saying this) I really look forward to having a full time job again. I’m sure once I have a job in about three weeks I’ll be griping that I need a vacation. Such is life.