{"id":705,"date":"2013-11-07T23:23:30","date_gmt":"2013-11-08T06:23:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.michel2010.name\/blog\/?p=705"},"modified":"2013-11-07T23:23:30","modified_gmt":"2013-11-08T06:23:30","slug":"trust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/2013\/11\/07\/trust\/","title":{"rendered":"Trust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So here I am, two months (give or take) since my last post. \u00a0I&#8217;ve moved into an apartment, and I must say having my own place rocks. \u00a0I am still looking for a full time job. \u00a0I am getting married in 16 days.<\/p>\n<p>The change continues, and in the midst of it I am learning. \u00a0I am learning about my self and about God. \u00a0I have been flabbergasted at how difficult it is to trust that He will provide me with the job I need. \u00a0As I browse job boards, fill out applications, and go to interviews I have been struck by the amount of worrying I do. \u00a0To quote Star Wars, &#8220;My lack of faith is disturbing.&#8221; \u00a0God and I are working through that, but it is a challenge.<\/p>\n<p>So life goes on. \u00a0The whole financial thing aside I&#8217;ve discovered that being unemployed isn&#8217;t nearly as fun as I thought it would be. \u00a0It is actually quite boring. \u00a0I manage to fill my days, but (and I can&#8217;t believe I&#8217;m saying this) I really look forward to having a full time job again. \u00a0I&#8217;m sure once I have a job in about three weeks I&#8217;ll be griping that I need a vacation. \u00a0Such is life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So here I am, two months (give or take) since my last post. \u00a0I&#8217;ve moved into an apartment, and I must say having my own place rocks. \u00a0I am still looking for a full time job. \u00a0I am getting married in 16 days. The change continues, and in the midst of it I am learning. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/2013\/11\/07\/trust\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Trust&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-705","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/705","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=705"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/705\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=705"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=705"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=705"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}