{"id":192,"date":"2010-09-01T22:25:50","date_gmt":"2010-09-02T04:25:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.michel2010.name\/blog\/?p=192"},"modified":"2010-09-01T22:25:50","modified_gmt":"2010-09-02T04:25:50","slug":"introspective","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/2010\/09\/01\/introspective\/","title":{"rendered":"Introspective"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Why do I become discontent? \u00a0Why do I have this craving for honor, glory, and recognition when I know very well were I to get them I would still not be satisfied? \u00a0Why am I not content with the riches God has given me? \u00a0Through Christ I have everything, and I want to chase after nothing. \u00a0Does that make me a fool? \u00a0I know the truth and I still run after the lie. \u00a0Pathetic.<\/p>\n<p>Any ways today was actually a good day, I just sometimes marvel at myself (and not in a good way).<\/p>\n<p>Psalm 144:15 <em>Happy is that people, that is in such a case: yea, happy is that people, whose God is the Lord.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Proverbs 16:6  A<em> man&#8217;s heart deviseth his way: but the Lord directeth his steps.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">For some reason I find this verse comforting tonight.<\/p>\n<p>Ezra 8:22 F<em>or I was ashamed to require of the king a band of soldiers and horsemen to help us against the enemy in the way: because we had spoken unto the king, saying, The hand of our God is upon all them for good that seek him; but his power and his wrath is against all them that forsake him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 30px;\">Two things.  Ezra was concerned for God&#8217;s honor, and he trusted God to uphold His honor.  Secondly they must have had a lot of money with them, if a band of soldiers was \u201cneeded\u201d to protect them.  How often does God do that?  How often does He ask me to do something totally backwards?  How often do I say yes when He does?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Why do I become discontent? \u00a0Why do I have this craving for honor, glory, and recognition when I know very well were I to get them I would still not be satisfied? \u00a0Why am I not content with the riches God has given me? \u00a0Through Christ I have everything, and I want to chase after &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/2010\/09\/01\/introspective\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Introspective&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=192"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/192\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=192"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=192"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.michel2010.name\/eric\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=192"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}